143lbs
I was once anorexic-bulimic. I once weighed 97lbs. That truth is no more. I now weigh 143lbs. I put on 46lbs in seven months. I'm overweight now. Today is the new first day of a new month. And I've...
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Today, I ate less than I usually do. It's a start. Or a restart.Breakfast:- 1/2 grapefruit- 1 glass lemon juiceLunch- 1 slice wholemeal breadAfternoon snack:- 2 slices of cake :-(- 1 pearDinner:- 1...
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I got back from a week on a school field trip.I feel thinner. I can't really weigh myself right, because Mum threw the scales away last year.I didn't eat much there. Today I ate more.Lunch:- 1 bowl...
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I came home from school and guess what I automatically did ? I binged. Well, not right away, but gradually. I started working on my bloody coursework and felt I needed some lunch. Lunch: - 1 bowl...
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I started the day well:- 1 coca-cola light- 1 vitamine pill- 1/2 glass lemon juiceMum started ranting at me when I got home:"You're not fair to your Dad! He's working his bloody arse out just so that...
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Starting the ABC tomorrow...Went into major binge attacks yesterday and today...determined not to let it happen againTHINK THIN!HW: 139lbsLW: 108lbsCW: 139lbsGW1: 119lbs (March 1st)GW2: 108lbs (March...
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OK. I've decided. I'm quitting the ABC diet andFASTING ALL OUT!!!!I find that when I don't eat anything, I tend to not actually eat OR binge.So from tomorrow, just water for a week. And slimming tea...
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I'm FAT. I binged. Binge, binge, binge.I wanna STARVE, starve starve starve. I'm not gonna eat for the next four days. I can do it. ONLY FOUR DAYS!!!!!!! All I have to do is: NOT EAT FOR FOUR DAYS!!!!...
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Haven't written in my diary in a while I know.This week's been difficult and very very hectic. And my diet hasn't been great either.Every single day I wake up thinking, "Today I'm eating 100 kcals...
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I haven't cut myself or had an OD in a year and a half I'm just about to do something right nowi was hoping things would be better when i came home but theyre notmy heads exploding i'm going to do...
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I suppose writing is a safe wayI've changed a lot in the past year and a bit, since starting university. I've matured, I view things very rationally and take a step back from events in order to analyse...
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